“having broken the oath once or twice, the whole hullabaloo about the sacred spirit seems so unreal. i could swear i was more diligent in a sin than my other half could’ve ever been in a union. if you ask me-go ahead and be your crappy self. this is the best you can be. not now- but forever. just that if you be your maximum hoody self in this phase of life, you’ll go descending on that for the rest of your life and screw it lesser by each passing lesson. be prepared to be surprised by all you can be. be prepared to know all you wish you could. be anything but fearful of what might be, because it’s all you- and only – you – not only now- but forever. why, while you’re in it – might as well enjoy the ‘tide’.”
_As